More SNOW on the WAY! Christmas in October??

Hello Everyone,

Well the SNOW has melted which is great news, but I have been hearing updates that we will be getting some tomorrow afternoon. YUCK!

On Sunday I think it was all of us went to Newmarket to go to Upper Canada Mall which was very nice to get out, Dee wanted to buy something, but after looking for quite awhile there was nothing she saw she liked, that girl in shopping!!! She’s a hard pleaser when it comes to clothes.

I have not been to Upper Canada Mall in a very long time I was shocked too see how much it had changed, it was very nice design Marni pushed me around and Dee drove Briana in her stroller well sort of she keep jumping in and out but it was a great carry for our coats LOL.

After shopping we saw my sister and her boyfriend, we went and saw her new apartment very cute little 3 bedroom, which will be great for there first place together (I think).

After that we went to Boston Pizza in Newmarket, what a tragic mistake that was we had very rude waitress so after we left Marni did the online survey they give you on your bill and the manager called us and we where told she was brand new and only had been there 2 weeks was not certain on how things went, but when I bad service I mean it, So the manager at Boston Pizza is sending us some gift cards to go back and get free pizza next time where in Newmarket.

This morning Briana decide to wake us up at 5:30 am and would not go back to bed, I had her tonight because Marni working, she was grumpy she keep trying to go to sleep but I did mange to keep her awake till 8pm now all we have to hope for that she sleeps in!

Anyways that about it for the past few days
See ya
Sean

Hollween a week a way and we have SNOW

Hello all,

Well not much happening this week with me I’m very bored lately but I’m trying to keep smiling with winter coming I am going to be house bound very soon.
The other day Briana woke me up at 7:30am asking me if I wanted to go out and playing the snow, for a second there I thought I was dreaming but as I woke up and saw her hat and winter coat on I went oh no its true.
I woke up around 10am that day and went to get a coffee and look out side when my sister Shannon txt my cell phone saying YEAH IT’S SNOWING, I can’t repeat what I wrote back in my txt LOL.
So as I watch the snow falling harder and harder think great time to get the snow blower out find my hat and gloves, winter coat I decided to get out my blackberry cell phone and take some pictures.

Well I was glad when I woke up the next morning and saw the snow was starting to melt but oh this could be a sign of a very snowy winter. Anyway hope all is well with everyone Sean

Briana trying out for SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE, I know I can (hehe)

Toronto General Hospital Finally it happen

Finally it happen,

I’m too sure if any of you remember that I was suppose to have appointment a few months (its been over a year ) back at Toronto General Hospital well since my regular life got in the way with Briana getting sick, me watching mom her 4 foster kids for 8 months then my mom passing away it never happen.

Well it did today which I was quite worried about and very nervous, there been so much attention to everything else that has been happening in my life, I just let me health take a step backwards, I was feeling ok, and it’s just with the seriours of my heart condition, but I should have taken a step forward and not backwards.

Well I went there this morning and everything was pretty quick, I can my echo done right away, was not to long this time because, the doctors wanted less pictures, I then went and saw my doctor and there where some test prior that should have been done but never where due to my personal life turning up side down.

So in the next couple of months I need to go back down and revisited them to have a CAT scan done and then see another doctor that I have not seen in while which is good news I feel will let everyone know what happen.

Anyways that it for now
Sean

Happy Thanksgiving but there is still an empty feeling

Well

It’s going to very difficult thanksgiving this year,
It will be the first major holiday with out my mom, I know she will be watching or making nuts trying to get involved from above but it’s not the same, There be no fresh homemade apple pie and the homemade stuffing when we got to make it, the great laughter of my mom in the kitchen telling story’s of setting her BOOBS on fire, burning her foot with turkey grease sounds bad but very funny you had to be there.

SO PLEASE make sure you give thanks to all your loved ones that are still with you and around even a quick phone or email can brigthen someone day!

We will be making sure we give thanks to the people that are still with us and the ones that always are in our hearts not with us anymore but they will NEVER be forgotten.

Remember the angels are watching out for you making you have peace and love.
Sean

Well getting back in to life again

Well getting back in to life again,

So it’s been a trying time with the loss of my mother,
But I’m now trying to look forward for a positive side of my loss.

Now on to what been driving me NUTS and MAD as heck,
What is wrong with the developer of which we all come to love and now HATE LOL

My problem is the LAYOUT sucks so freaking bad you can’t do a lot of the applications, they don’t seem to work right, Now don’t get me wrong I still will use it but I’m hoping the developers get there head out of there wallets and fix it.

I figure they change it do to all the royal fees they get from advertisements or this what pays for there hosting domain and webspace, but come on there got to be a limit somewhere.

So what I have noticed now is you get a middle line page and the left and right all you get now is advertising ads. I am just hoping they change it back or make much easier to find my wall, photo’s etc.

Also on Saturday we made visit to the library to get some books, music and CDS for Briana before we went to Kristi's and Casey. I got some more drawing books to start drawing again lost a lot of time since we had my mom pass away, but I really enjoyed it, so I'm going to take time and practice with my days spending some good quality time learning which I need

Now during the weekend on Saturday I think we went and saw Kristi, Casey, Brooke and Morgan also Valire and Barry where there visiting. We had a great time I took some pictures with my iphone.

Thank you Sean

MISSING YOU!!!!

Hello

Well it’s been an almost a week with the loss of losing my mother we had her funereal September 14 2008 in Branford ON very nice little funereal home.

I still can’t believe she really gone I keep thinking if I call her, she’ll pick her phone up it’s a very unfamiliar feeling know you have lost a parent and you can’t just call them..

I start to wonder to myself if she knew this was coming and that’s why she had everything setup for me and Marni.

It’s was very strange for me too see all her family and friends there and knowing she was not around when she had any big event she was the hosted.

Anyone that knows my mom knew through well HELL of party and enjoyed it very much always wanted to be the hosted, her Christmas party’s where outrages and so amazing that was my mom favorite time of the year she was Miss Claus, anyone saying she was not did not know her at all, The food and house decorations she had in her house she had it so done up on the inside it look alike a winter wonderland.

The one thing and will really miss is her Thanksgiving turkey dinners WOW what an amazing supper, The main part of her Thanksgiving was it was all about the family getting together and remember the good times and of course there was the FOOD we could have feed a football team and a hockey team, with her 45lb turkey mash potatoes, honey glazed a carrots and her homemade stuffing was the best anyone on ever had.

She start at 9am and been done around 10pm I’m telling you she was a machine when it came to having a family event.

Well my mom hope you can still have those fun times in heaven because you will surely be missed here, You where amazing person and woman I still can’t believe your truly gone with out having you I sometimes lost, but then I look at my daughter and knowing she had some really good times when you where her and hoping she will remember all the fun her grandma had with her you will never be forgotten

Love Sean

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