Well getting back in to life again

Well getting back in to life again,

So it’s been a trying time with the loss of my mother,
But I’m now trying to look forward for a positive side of my loss.

Now on to what been driving me NUTS and MAD as heck,
What is wrong with the developer of which we all come to love and now HATE LOL

My problem is the LAYOUT sucks so freaking bad you can’t do a lot of the applications, they don’t seem to work right, Now don’t get me wrong I still will use it but I’m hoping the developers get there head out of there wallets and fix it.

I figure they change it do to all the royal fees they get from advertisements or this what pays for there hosting domain and webspace, but come on there got to be a limit somewhere.

So what I have noticed now is you get a middle line page and the left and right all you get now is advertising ads. I am just hoping they change it back or make much easier to find my wall, photo’s etc.

Also on Saturday we made visit to the library to get some books, music and CDS for Briana before we went to Kristi's and Casey. I got some more drawing books to start drawing again lost a lot of time since we had my mom pass away, but I really enjoyed it, so I'm going to take time and practice with my days spending some good quality time learning which I need

Now during the weekend on Saturday I think we went and saw Kristi, Casey, Brooke and Morgan also Valire and Barry where there visiting. We had a great time I took some pictures with my iphone.

Thank you Sean

MISSING YOU!!!!

Hello

Well it’s been an almost a week with the loss of losing my mother we had her funereal September 14 2008 in Branford ON very nice little funereal home.

I still can’t believe she really gone I keep thinking if I call her, she’ll pick her phone up it’s a very unfamiliar feeling know you have lost a parent and you can’t just call them..

I start to wonder to myself if she knew this was coming and that’s why she had everything setup for me and Marni.

It’s was very strange for me too see all her family and friends there and knowing she was not around when she had any big event she was the hosted.

Anyone that knows my mom knew through well HELL of party and enjoyed it very much always wanted to be the hosted, her Christmas party’s where outrages and so amazing that was my mom favorite time of the year she was Miss Claus, anyone saying she was not did not know her at all, The food and house decorations she had in her house she had it so done up on the inside it look alike a winter wonderland.

The one thing and will really miss is her Thanksgiving turkey dinners WOW what an amazing supper, The main part of her Thanksgiving was it was all about the family getting together and remember the good times and of course there was the FOOD we could have feed a football team and a hockey team, with her 45lb turkey mash potatoes, honey glazed a carrots and her homemade stuffing was the best anyone on ever had.

She start at 9am and been done around 10pm I’m telling you she was a machine when it came to having a family event.

Well my mom hope you can still have those fun times in heaven because you will surely be missed here, You where amazing person and woman I still can’t believe your truly gone with out having you I sometimes lost, but then I look at my daughter and knowing she had some really good times when you where her and hoping she will remember all the fun her grandma had with her you will never be forgotten

Love Sean

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Mom I will always be looking up for you

Very sad turn of events,

My mom lost her battle with her infection on Sept 10 2008 at 9:35 am I received a very up setting phone call for the Orilla hosptial.

It was for the best, She free now watching down and making sure will all be safe.

My mom was very special lady she a foster parent you took kids off the street and open her arms in her very own home for over 20 years and in those years she had 24 kids come and go but the kids never forgot about a lady who had an impact in there lives, this is why she did it for so long the reward of watching a kid grow up being someone special, She showed them what a real family life was and lot of them understood it a respected it,

To this day we still see a few of them.
My sister Shannon which I have had contact with for over 18 years, she's like my own sister.

O'BRIEN, Rebecca (Becky)

Peacefully passed away in her sleep at Soldiers' Memorial Hospital on Wednesday, September 10, 2008.
Becky (Fraleigh) O'Brien of Barrie and formerly of Holland Landing at 58 years of age. Loving mother of Sean (Marni), Shannon and Dee.
Proud grandma of Briana.

Dear sister of Debby, Peter and Paul. Becky will be sadly missed by her parents and will be fondly remembered by Gary.
She will always be remembered for her kind heart and welcoming arms, By the many foster children she cared for and loved over the past 20 years. If you can find in your heart Donations may be made to the Canadian Diabetes Association.


Mom I LOVE YOU (R.I.P)
You one amazing mom I MISS YOU
Sean

Tears In Heaven

Hello everyone,

Well it has been quite a week for us the doctor granted me permission to visit mom I saw this Wednesday.

We had a discussion with the doctor about my mom health she losing the battles, Becky has chooses, per her request, off all life support systems and put her on an IV drip so she will be in no pain. Her kidneys have shut down and without the insulin she will slip in to a coma with is the best thing for her.

Marni has seen her progress get worse over the past few weeks, her infections have now take over her body and she is in so much pain, She has express to the psychiatrist, nurses the doctor, and Marni what she wants, which is no more dialysis’s, she is in her right mind to make this decision as if you have seen her, this is not mom she looks so fragile, 1 year this September 13 and I can’t believe she has fought this long.

When I saw her I thought she looked like she was 80 years old, I felt so bad for I could see the pain her eyes and knowing she was ready to give in keeping her alive would only prolong her pain and suffering there are no more options as the doctor as said so be brave everyone and take care MOM we all love you.

LOVE
Sean, Marni, Briana and Dee

A amazing weekend to end the summer

Hello

Well school back and back to work for everyone tomorrow, Dee sure not looking froward to it LOL.

This afternoon Briana and Marni went next door to go swimming, it was 94 degress in the pool Marni said it was like having a bath.
Briana like to play with the little boy next door his name is Leamin I hope that right.

All of us went out yesterday, this has been a very nice weekend, Marni went up this morining to go visit mom, I got to talk with her and she seem to perk up when Briana starting talking to her which was nice to hear.

Here a cute video of Briana playing on her bicycle.

I'll be home alone now and won't have any way to travel, hoping this gives me sometime to created a good website in flash, I'm learing pretty quicky at it and hoping I get some busniess to keep me busy this winter.

Talk with ya soon

Sean