3 week till Christmas oh how sad it will be!

Hello all,

So it’s been a longtime since I last wrote a blog,
Nothing much happing really, Briana came home last Thursday with the flu bug and she was really sick, she slept on Sun, from 12:30pm till 7:00pm with out moving, she was in our room because she like’s watching the TV when she can but she was really out of it.

Never seen Briana loses her spark that happen this time.

Then I got the flu from Briana on Tues. and still somewhat have it I feel lousy and just plain old tired, but I’m trying to get better by eating food and drinking plenty of water and juice.

Well I now already for Christmas got all the presents bought now just to warp them up, It’s been a very wired feeling I have had lately, I know my mom gone I starting to get a little upset with out having her around, it was her favorite time of the year and I am coming now to the relation that I won’t see my mom for any major holidays which is like my birthday and so on, a lot of my other family is far away and just around the corner to visit.

This year was my mom Christmas year we where to go to her house for gifts and supper so instead we are going to go to my wife sister for supper it won’t be the same, but I’ll be with people that love me and try and keep my mind off my mom with her not around.

Oh how I will miss the fun times we had with my mom at Christmas there was so many wonderful bake goods and supper, I LOVE her home made stuffing what a treat that was when we got her to make it, the one thing I loved about one of my mom’s rules was there was NO TV aloud on Christmas Day at all and her reasons was since we all had new toys games and could play and talk with each other it was a good rule but she starting to let it go once we grew up well I know times fly’s, but this year I think its going to stand still for a moment for me when I get up on Christmas day and go and try to phone my mom or wait for that phone to ring and her voice on the other end so instead of doing that I’ll hold my head up high and look up to the sky and wish her a very merry Christmas and just hope for a moment I get a replay back LOVE YOU MOM MISS YOU !!!.